haishhh . serious shit ahh . idk what to say anymore . the first few seconds , we happily chat & smiling . the last few minute , there we go fighting again . ue just remind me of W , & i really hate him to my most core perhaps this is only infatuation . hell ! why must i think of all this shit around me ? hack care ahh bahcen . but seriously i want to be with ue but im scared . scared of everything . losing ue , argueing with ue & mostly heartbreaks . but i know if i stay away from ue , theres always a high possibilty ue may fade away & i really cant let ue fade away from me . at the same time , i dont want to face relationship . theres too risk , im enuf of guys in my life . but i need ue , ue my dear )': and i also dont want to end up regreting & staring at the mess i made . there it goes parachute-the mess i made .
those birds flies together with others . so do i who wants to fly wit the lurve ones .
lurving someone is not hard as ue force to lurve someone whom ue dun desire . AND chances comes & goes . May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010